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A Thought for Today

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A few weeks ago I had the privilege of attending the opening night of a performance of Brel's work by Danielle Pascal, one of our foremost exponents of Brel and Piaf's work. It was a magical evening with every number bringing the house down, none more so than today's choice by David and Beth Anne, "I'm Not Afraid".

Now, if only I could persuade Danielle that her next project should be a show based on Rod's work! Wouldn't that be a great start to the new Millenium?

If you have a memory that's triggered by one of Rod's songs or poems, drop me a line at ken@mckuen.com and I'll make sure it's featured right here.                   

                                 - Ken, Johannesburg, December 8

Dear Ken,

I actually have a few of Rod's songs that evoke certain memories. Having been in the Army in the 60's, Soldiers Who Want To Be Heroes, always struck a chord with me.

When I'm upbeat I hum Hit 'Em In The Head With Love, and when the solitude overcomes me, I can always hear the strains of Lonesome Cities somewhere in the back of my consciousness.

When I'm feeling a little bit bolder than usual, I can usually relate to I'm Not Afraid.

Finally, just because I've been there, Amsterdam has always been a favorite of mine.

David E. Richards, Urbana, Ohio

Dear Ken,

You asked us to tell you our personal favorites, and from the moment I read it, my favorite has been the one he wrote with Jacques Brel -- "I'm Not Afraid" -- the lines are so lyrical -- "what is for real, what is for false, all of us seem to be caught in a waltz....."

When I read this I was 21, newly abandoned by an abusive husband and spent many evenings sitting alone at a club while my girlfriends danced and I watched the candle flames through my untouched goblet of wine...all around me I saw people "turning around, turning again, when will the dancing ever end?"
I had been so afraid for so long, really afraid for my life, but with
Rod's achingly beautiful words playing in my heart, I felt strangely at peace and for the first time in a long time, NOT afraid -- because Rod wasn't, and that somehow made me
feel safe.

Listen, I KNOW this probably sounds pretty sappy, but I figure anything that helped me heal like that, both physically and emotionally, was some prettty powerful stuff. And I will love Rod McKuen forever for that (as if he hadn't already given me many reasons to do so anyhow....)

This is only my second visit to this site (but of course not my last.)

Love from Beth Anne                               

notable birthdays Morgan Ames o Kim Basinger o David Carradine o Sammy Davis, Jr. o James Galway o Teri Hatcher o Horace o Sam Kinison o Jim Morrison o Jean Ritchie o John Rubinstein o Maximillan Schell o Jean Sibelius o James Thurber o Eli Whitney o Flip Wilson
Rod's random thoughts Don't be to quick to question everything. There are wild roses that have bloomed far into December seemingly without reason.

We gather strength through fidelity.

We cannot close out the cold, especially if it lies within ourselves.

I'M NOT AFRAID

One afternoon I came to hear
you sing a soft song into my ear
who would have thought quite by chance
we might engage in the loving dance.

Coming together, staying apart
lost in diversions dancing starts
caught in the quiet off on our own
coming together, staying alone.

Are you afraid ? I'm not afraid.

What about you, what about me
two years from now where will we be
each of us gone his separate way
lost in the headlong passage of days.

Maybe we might give love a try
extending the moment before goodbye
and for a gentle moment in time
we'll take what pleasure people can find.

Are you afraid ? I'm not afraid.

What is for real, what is false
all of us seem to be caught in a waltz
turning around, turning again
when will the dancing ever end.

As for us, you and me
our eyes are open, we can see
both of us know where we've been
why must we both go dancing again.

Are you afraid ? I'm not afraid.

Come join the dance, come join the waltz
don't look to closely at my faults
why can't I die here in your arms
safe from the night and away from the dawn.

Back to the nothing from where I came
back to the no where that has no name
don't worry of me, I know who I am
where I'm going and where I've been.

I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid.
I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid.
I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid.
I'm not afraid. La, La, La, La.

                                - © 1970, Rod McKuen & Jacques Brel

© 1970, 1986, 1999 by Stanyan Music Group & Rod McKuen. All Rights Reserved
Birthday research by Wade Alexander o Poetry from the collection of Jay Hagan
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