FLIGHT FROM THE
PAST
7 August, 1998 Click
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Rod in action at The Riverton Rendezvous, July 2001.
Photograph courtesy Jay Hagan.
A Thought for Today
More than just a part of love, suspense
is head foreplay.

Rod is on the road for a
couple of weeks and will be back with you sometime during August.

RODEO
COWBOY
Being a cowboy is a
freewheeling life. At least it was then. A cowboy, whether astride the
animal in the fairground or in the coliseum, or hitching down the road
with a bedroll on his shoulder, commands a strange and reserved respect.
Cowboys seem to be uncaring, moving through life at their own pace. Though
some of them still compete in the arena long after they should be out to
pasture, they never seem old. Maybe it’s because all of us have been
weaned on cowboy films and we secretly know they fulfill all the fantasies
we ever had that none of us will come close to living out ourselves.
My specialty was bulldogging and I got so I did it pretty well. Leonard
helped. He was always hanging somewhere in my head, coaching me and
telling me what to do. And if he wasn’t then I wanted to be as good as I
possibly could so that wherever he was, if he had any way of knowing, he
could be sure I was trying hard for both of us. Leonard never got to be a
real cowboy, and I suppose I didn’t either. I was just pretending. Marking
Time. Filling up the days and nights until something happened. Anything.
Those days, those years, I was always turning corners. Expecting. I was
always rushing headlong down a block sure that at the end something
waited. I was always traveling through time with a feeling that the good
times were yet to come. Not once did I think I was having good times then.
But I was.
- from "Finding My Father",
1976
Rod McKuen concert and
appearance details can be obtained via the link below.
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Ralph Bunche o
Billie Burke o
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Anjanette Comer o
Rodney Crowell o
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Stan Freberg o
John Glover o
Nathanael Greene o
Mata Hari o
Garrison Keillor o
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Louis Leakey o
“The Amazing” James Randi o
Alberto Salazar o
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Loving and being loved has taken me down every road I ever wanted to
travel, up every hill I felt the need to climb. 
It is a fact and not a pun that some heft
and hoist barbells to attract bar belles. Some work out to keep from
going out and working.

Welcome is the thunder to the man who's
lived too long in silence.

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ONE Brave
they straddle the animals,
hearts racing before the pistol sings
then leaping from the chute
man and animal as one
wedded groin to back.
One small moment in the air
and then the mud.
Hats retrieved
Levis dusted
back to the bullpen
to await the next event.
Sunday's choirboys,
in cowboy hats.
TWO
Huddled in the pits
below the grandstand
or lining at the telephone
to call home victories
they make a gentle picture.
Their billfolds bulging just enough
to make another entrance fee.
Next week Omaha or Dallas,
San Antonio is yet to come.
And now the Cheyenne autumn
like a golden thread
ties them till the weekend's done.
THREE
They wade through beer cans
piled ankle high in gutters -
the rodeo has moved
down from the fairground
to the town
and every hotel door's ajar.
Better than the Mardi Gras.
The nights are longer than Alaska now
until the main event begins
another afternoon.
But after all the Main Event is still to be
a cowboy.
For ten minutes or ten years, it's all the same.
You don't forget the Levis
hugging you all day
and Stetson hats checked in passing windows
cocked a certain way.
Some years later
when the bellies
flow over the belt loops
there're always mental photographs.
Here the hero in mid-air.
Now the Dallas hotel room.
Now again the gaping tourists
licking off the Levis with their eyes.
Photographs of feeling
mirrored in the mind.
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